My Translucent Garb
I wear a translucent garb
I’m forced to put it on
I can’t help but notice
Its absence when they’re gone
And in my blissful solitude
I relieve at what I’ve lost
Clandestine, on my bedroom floor,
Enlivened and aghast
I wear a translucent garb
Sometimes it blocks my nose
I then breathe through my mouth
But the air barely flows
The cloth gets in the way
I’m breathless and in pain
If only you left me, if only I was lonely
I’d take it off again
I wear a translucent garb
If only I could not
My eyes are red and bloody
My soul is left distraught
Just leave me in my room
My freedom is my chains
Earned in private, without their eyes
Seeing me as their prey
I’m sick of this fiendish garb
I want to burn it off
I’ll tear it into smithereens
Its tyranny shall stop
I don’t care of what they think of me
What I am or what I’m not
I can’t breathe with this on top of me
I can’t live in this cloth!
…
I killed that blood-soaked garb
I ripped it all apart
Let them see what I can be
In body, soul and heart
All my life, I had it on
All my life, I starved
I tore it off, once and for all
And hence, I am reborn.